You know your DOWNER DAYS?

Yeah those ones I mentioned a few days ago…

Well let me start with the ‘good’ stuff first to put it in context for you.

The BUZZ, the EXCITEMENT, those crazy moments of CREATION in whatever way shape or form that they come to you…

Could be business, could be time with family, could be just you being YOU and having shit loads of fun.

You know then feeling right?

It feels awesome and you just want it to carry on and on and on…

See that’s EMERGENCE. Emergence of something new, something exciting, something that just feels awesome.

It comes about through attractive forces, attracting:

– your various thoughts into an idea

– different people to form a new relationship

– chemical components and reactions to create health in your body

These are just a few examples of attraction and how it arranges itself into relationships of all sorts, with specific order, specific arrangement of its components that then EMERGE as an idea, as partnership in business, as marriage, as healthy body, as a joyful experience.

Remember that the attractive forces apply to anything and everything from the events of your life and the world around you to the cells of your body to the universal forces that create EVERYTHING that’s out there.

It works something like this:

ATTRACTIVE FORCES bring stuff together (could be love, could be gravity, could be excitement…) then that arranges itself in SPECIFIC ORDER to create a RELATIONSHIP of some sort to then create SYNERGY that leads to EMERGENCE – CREATION of something new that didn’t exist before.

How exciting is that?

So what happens after…

Well, think about it!

After any creative moment of epic madness there’s a moment of rest

A pause of sort to recover, recuperate and gather back whatever energies there were that created whatever it was that emerged.

There’s often DISORDER either immediately preceding emergence or following straight after (you know when we say breakdown before breakthrough or that shit always shows up after a moment of realisation or shift in your life?)

Well, think of nature – the calm before the storm, or night after day, or even biblically, whatever your religion or beliefs may be – God was said to be resting after a week of creation…

See to most of you that rest, that pause moment may seem like a DOWNWARD SPIRAL…

It feels uncomfortable, it feels heavy as we’re so conditioned to only aim for the HIGHS and to fight the LOWS and to always strive for MORE MORE MORE of the flying high feeling.

Now think about it…

Would you be able to GO GO GO without sleep?

Would the world around you, the nature, the trees, the plants and the food you eat to be created without first being in complete disorder that then got the chance to arrange itself into order – emerging as new creation?

Would there be day without night?

Would there be summer without winter?

That’s ENTROPY – the opposite to emergence.

ENTROPIC state which is LACK OF ORDER or PREDICTABILITY is what you may experience as those DOWNER MOMENTS that you all want to get rid of so badly…

What if I told you that EVERY TIME you sink into entropy, all that’s really happening is you getting ready to LAUNCH YOURSELF EVEN HIGHER next time.

It is a moment where you allow the disorder to just BE, to brew and percolate, to lead and guide you to new creations, to new attractive forces that then can create a synergistic relationship and EMERGE as new ideas, as new creations, as new even greater and stronger and more powerful epicness that is YOU.

Accepting and allowing this natural flow of life!

My INVITATION to YOU is this…

Pay attention to your DOWNER moments, celebrate them for there’s always LIGHT that emerges from DARKNESS

For they give us context and contrast so that you can fully embrace and see our TRUTH!

For these are the times where your bodies, minds, relationships, businesses – EVERYTHING – just rest and recuperate the energy to go even higher, to climb new heights of creation.

We can’t keep going without rest!

The nature naturally (see what I did there?) goes through winters and summers, through birth, growth and death to only then re-emerge and spring back straight into life.

And so are we –as we are part of it!

Embrace both aspects of you and your life – the emergence and the entropy, for there isn’t one without the other.

Marta W

The Bridge and Unlimited Life Guidesse

You must talk more about this

You’re so passionate…

Cliff’s words have been rolling around in my head for a few days now

And yeah, he’s right

I am passionate about it yet…

Sometimes I just feel that people won’t listen

Won’t pay attention

It’ll go right over their head

You can’t even imagine the number of people we tested and found serious infections, dangerous bacteria, nasty parasites

And they did what about it?

Precisely FUCK ALL!

My dad died because of a systemic (it took over his body) fungal infection that he just wasn’t ready to receive our help for

And that’s one of the scenarios for most people ignoring their test results

Oh and the price to be paid while treating it

On all levels

Financially, emotionally, time, effort… the lot!

My question is though

How long are you willing to ignore what’s going on?

And the reason I am sharing all this again today is that

You’ve heard my frustrations and the challenges I’ve been facing over the last several months

You know how fucking hard it has been on occasion

And yes, as much as it is the external circumstances that are teaching me LOADS

It is (ALWAYS) very much the internal landscape that has to have your attention tuned into it

And not just the challenges emotionally, business wise, in our relationship

Something as fucking simple as losing a few extra kgs I’ve been carting around with me over the last few years

Yes I have changed the way I train (A LOT!)

Yet my diet changed (A LOT!) and I no longer eat chicken, broccoli and rice (DOH!)

YET!

When nothing you do (and hand on heart commit to with no bullshit) works

Including a 16 week body comp plan last year on which Cliff commented he hasn’t seen me so committed ever before

I not only gained weight, but ended up pre-diabetic towards the end of it

To then have my ‘coach’ tell me that I’m probably just going to be like that because of my age (WTAF????)

When you get to that point

Most of you would probably consider themselves a failure at life

All aspects of it

YET!

I KNEW

I JUST KNEW

Because of how in tune I am with my body

How much I know about human physiology

That when it got to March this year

And several breakdowns, suicidal thoughts, panic attacks returning, business plummeting, my relationship falling apart (in my mind!) I insisted on getting tested again

(You know we do that regularly anyway)

Yet Cliff kept saying he can’t see how I could have any issues like that again (well… I insisted)

And BANG, there it was…

A parasite, and a couple of imbalanced bacterias…

More than enough to send your life into turmoil

And don’t just take me and my experience as gospel

We had in the past when we were much more health focused in our coaching, and recently yet again during our health mastery

Several clients that just feel broken

They’ve done it all

Mindset work, business and life coaching

You name it

Yet they still feel trapped, stuck and helpless

And they keep thinking it’s them that are wrong

That they just can’t do it…

Well..

Let me tell you!

Your mindset, your limiting beliefs and your family stories

Are all just a part of the greater picture!

What’s going on deep inside of your body

Plays a huge role

And you can do whatever the fuck you want on the outside

But until and unless you look deeper in

And not just spiritually but physiologically

You may leave yourself hanging

When there’s infections and other shit like that going on in your body

Losing weight, being focused, creating wealth or having a loving relationship is the last of your body’s concerns

Why would it want to do that

If it lives in a constant state of emergency?

You know all the scary big words that doctors throw at us

Well… those diseases, conditions that supposedly kill us

DO NOT just come out of a fucking blue do they really?

Very often hidden infections, parasites, bacteria that are out of whack, contribute to those showing up later in life

And most people won’t know it…

Conventional tests are still far behind and can’t find it

Geniuses that know what they’re doing and dedicate their life to alternative (that were once the very conventional) methods are far and between and often hard to be found

And even though Cliff and I use some of the world’s best testing methods

That we find things that other tests won’t find

That still sometimes isn’t going to cut it

Firstly fierce dedication to the healing process is on order

Parasites go through several life cycles

Several forms evolve, morph and reside in your body

(This stuff is feeding off of you every moment)

So if someone’s telling you 3 months and you’re done with your healing

Please run…

It sometimes takes as much as 18months (if not longer) to say you’ve been cleared of infection

And also

As if that wasn’t enough

Just recently, being tested by our mentor

We found that there’s not just one parasite but two

Feasting away on my body

And one of them resides cosily in my lungs, and not my digestive system

So if someone tells you to have a colonic or two to get rid of a parasite

They’ve no idea what they’re talking about

So please

RUN EVEN FASTER!

As how do you think pumping water up your ass will get rid of that?

Forget about it…

I am feeling the fierce passion come through me as I type this

To some of you it may come across as anger

And that’s ok

As I am sometimes pissed off with this world’s ignorance

Yet more often than not

Is just pure, blissful lack of awareness

And that’s why my life is on show and one public display in its entirety

Because I can’t not share this with you

Because I KNOW that some of you wont turn a bling eye

And will start looking deeper

As if the inspiration comes through

It gets to come out

As some of you are out there and waiting

And I type this as some of the hardest moments of going through a clearance protocol hit me

Where you’ve no fucking idea what you’re on about as your mind is just frazzled

Where your entire body aches and you can barely move

Yet, it’s not my circumstance that dictates my outcome

I still worked out earlier this morning

I am still going out for dinner with Cliff in a little while

As it feels good to move and be active

To share precious moments

YET!

There were moments this week where I just had to pause

To stop and do nothing

To sleep several hours during the day just because that was what my body needed and wanted

As I still remember when a few years back I found out there was a parasite feasting in me

It took about 9months to clear that one

And fuck me the clearing symptoms were some of the worst I have ever experienced

Yet the clarity that washed over me after

OMG! Words can’t describe it

And if you’re wondering how do you know that you have an infection like that?

It doesn’t always take a digestive upset

Sometimes it shows more in your head

In your emotions

Your energy

And others

It will be somewhere else in the body

It could be undiagnosed seemingly silent symptoms

It takes tuning deep into yourself

And someone who can guide you through the process

And decent testing (and no, sadly your GP won’t have it at hand so don’t bother)

And then there’s a whole thing

Of how much parasites teach us

And shape our awareness (if we allow them to)

But that a whole different story

M x

❤

Oh the number of people that blamed me as a mentor for their life failures…

Some directly (which I respect deeply!)

Yet most through offloading and comments made to other people

That this or that didn’t work out or did not happen because as a coach or a mentor I did not deliver…

If I ever learnt anything powerful as a mentor

It’s that you can not do the heavy lifting for a client

And if you attempt to

You end up frustrated

Burn out quickly

And are likely acting out of your saviour pattern

I did…

The thing is

When you start shifting your life

When you see the difference your own inner work made

Most of the time

You’re going to want to shout from the rooftops

You’re going to want to make everyone understand

That only if they allow themselves to believe things can be different

That only if they take full responsibility for everything and I mean EVERYTHING that shows up in their life

It will change

They’ll feel liberated

And even in the darkest moments

(Those never go away btw! And if you believe they do… Bon voyage on your journey to hell as you’re forever live your life hoping that one day contrast will be over… it won’t!)

They’ll be able to allow themselves to grieve (suppressed grief becomes chronic depression)

And once the grief is felt and experienced

They’ll start seeing the lessons and gifts

Even in the most challenging of circumstances

And continue to grow and expand their life to even greater and vaster dimension

Because when you become more conscious about this whole thing called life

You’ll understand that there is no good or bad

No right or wrong

And anything and everything that shows up in your life

Was meant to happen just because it did!

And when you look back you can see the dots connect and make sense…

Sounds good right?

And if you’ve felt that in your life at some point you’ll agree

How much you want everyone else to know

And if and when you embrace the path of a coach or a mentor

You’d want to just hand it over on a pretty plate

Yet

YOU

CAN’T

It

Just

Can’t

Happen!

I had my first ever golf lesson yesterday and I loved it

My coach showed me how to swing the club and hit the ball a few times before I was given the chance to hit my own

Yet

If I want to become a golfer

He can’t keep swinging for me

I won’t ever learn right?

It is that simple!

It is NO DIFFERENT in your inner work my friends

You get to keep swinging the club to become better and better

And sometimes you’ll hit the ball perfectly

And sometimes you’ll hack the freaking golf course

And what do you do?

Do you scream and shout

Innerly or outwardly at your coach that they didn’t deliver?

Or do you lay down another ball and keep swinging?

Coach of any kind or a mentor

Can show you the way

And a good one like that will make it individual to YOU and your personal circumstances

See I had to play with the kiddies clubs yesterday

As even the ladies ones were too long for me

The coach made an effort to pick up the one that will suit me the most

And that’s what a good coach or a mentor will do

They’ll guide you deep into the harbour of your inner depths

Yet they can only ever be the lighthouse

It’s up to you to follow its guidance

M x

❤️

HAVE YOU HEARD THAT THE PRESENCE EXPERIENCE 2.0 IS HERE?

London

The Stunning Haymarket Hotel

Nov 2nd

It’s our last event in the UK this year!

YOU and us in the room filled with presence

As deep presence is required

To change patterns

Rewire behaviours

To follow the guidance of the lighthouse yore seeing

You have to be able to steer and navigate yourself consciously

And consciousness is accessible to you in the present moment

THE PRESENCE EXPERIENCE

Is going down in London

November 2nd

You and us

In a room filled with stillness

In a room where realisations and shifts are stacked up on the shelves

Available for you for the taking

We couldn’t not run the 2.0 experience

After what went on in the room just a couple of weeks back

This was a no brainier

With several seats reserved by those who attended the first one

The booked them before the seats event went live

We want you in the room with us

If you’ve felt stuck

Pissed off

And frustrated

Not knowing why you keep walking round in circles

If you’ve been following our 3 Day Presence Challenge

You’d have seen what it costs you not to be present in each and every moment

We want you in the room with us!

But do you want us?

There are 3 epic options to suit you all

Have a peek

Yet you know as much as we do that words do those events very little justice!

???? Event and dinner tickets for the day

???? 5 week immersive with Cliff and myself including the event and dinner

???? And the most fucking amazing VIP as fuck experience we’ve ever created where you’re not only getting the 5 week immersion, the event and the dinner, we put you up at THE SOHO HOTEL (yes you’re read it right) the night before the event, we wine and dine you and feed you the most epic breakfast right before the event also…

I mean seriously?

This is our best VIP experience to date!

It’s time to step the fuck up!

I am ready?

Are you?

PM me or Cliff for more details ????????????

Your mind’s ceiling of imagination

Is your soul’s floor…

Insisting on an outcome is like punching your soul in the face

Telling your purpose and inner guidance to fuck right off and leave you alone

Your mind is a funny fucker

It has an outcome planned for every moment and every circumstance of your life before you even know it

And said outcome is planned in your mind, by your mind to supposedly keep you safe

Filtered through old stories and old limitations

Rarely guiding you to your conscious desires

You may wonder…

Why you self sabotage

Why you procrastinate

Why you just can’t seem to do the things you say you want to do

Be the person you say you want to be

That’s why!

To prove your old stories to be true

To confirm your mind’s pre planned outcome

To continue insisting that you’re just

NOT GOOD ENOUGH

NOT CLEVER ENOUGH

NOT PRETTY ENOUGH

NOT WEALTHY ENOUGH

NOT SMART ENOUGH

NOT LEAN ENOUGH

NOT HEALTHY ENOUGH

NOT <insert whatever bullshit you tell yourself> ENOUGH…

Blah blah blah…

While your soul is bursting out of your heart like a bird locked in a cage for too long

You keep slamming the door shut

Because…

Because…

Because…

Because what?

Because you continue to choose to be MORE COMMITTED TO THE FUCKING EXCUSE INSTEAD OF THE OUTCOME you say you want!

And guess what…

You won’t get there by

PUSHING

FORCING

FIGHTING

As all of the above will ALWAYS snap you right back to your mind’s ceiling

To insisting that if it does not look this way then it just can’t be…

Ask yourself

What if you softened up just a bit…?

What if you paid just a bit more attention to that silent whisper…?

Allowed that bird to fly…

Just somehow knowing that it will always return home

For it is guided towards it

Always and in all ways

Open up to your soul’s desires

Open up that glass ceiling

Are you prepared for even more?

So much more that you could have ever imagined?

Can you allow yourself to be guided?

To be led and gently pulled by what’s already out there…

Knowing it may come to you

In ways you never expected

Because your mind reached its ceiling

Yet your soul was crying out to be free…?

M x

❤

What aspects of you that you know don’t serve you anymore do you still feed by seeking validation and connection through?

Pain?

Anxiety?

Food and drink habits?

Money stuff?

I can keep going

Let me break this down a little as I get that the first line may seem like conscious riddles…

You know the thing you say you don’t want in your life anymore

The stuff that you keep working on

Yet somehow

Somewhere

In the middle of a conversation

With a friend

Or a stranger

Slip out

You tell your story

And bang ???? there’s the validation

There’s the connection

You unconsciously seek

And then you may or may not realise

Right after

Or a little while later

And you say to yourself

Why the fuck did I just speak about it?

I say I don’t want it in my life anymore

Yet I keep going on about it…

Doh!

It could be a birthday party

Or a work do

Or a coffee you’re having with a friend on a weekend afternoon

And they mention something about their pain here and there

And you right away chime in about yours

Or

Someone mentions something about anxiety

And you know you want to get over it in your life

Yet you use it as a validation to get things your way

Or to connect with people ‘feeling your pain’

See what I mean here?

Here’s your chance to come clean

To make a statement

To be vulnerable

And to share

Your commitment

To respond differently

To an old trigger

It’s a challenge to our ego

It’s a challenge to our stories

You can play the child

You can play the victim

Yet when you strip it back to bare bones

The question ultimately always is

What are you going to do about it!

M x

❤

Do you know that you’ll always find a way to do whatever you need to do in your life?

Regardless of how easy or challenging something may seem

Your mind and body are amazing at pulling out an answer, a solution, an outcome

Sometimes…

Quite often shall I say

Those solutions will be nothing more than just a bundle of what you’ve learnt before mashed up together to get to your outcome

By hook or by crook

You’ll get there!

YET!

Is it possible that there is a

Quicker

Easier

More efficient

More effective

Way of getting where you want to get to?

Of course there is!

Yet

There’s a price tag on that one!

Awareness, responsibility and then different action

And all that while being right here in this moment

That’s what it costs…

Are you prepared to invest the time to be present?

Are you prepared to do things differently?

Even though it may feel harder and a long winded way initially?

It takes commitment to figure out a way that works best

As by now

You’ll have a whole load of pre programmed responses, patterns, ways to go about things in life

And when you want to change something in your life

It feels hard right?

But does it have to?

See, I had my second golf lesson this morning

I was so freaking proud of myself for how good I’ve been hitting the ball in my own practice

And so was my coach

YET!

He, as a golf pro

Was able to instantly see how and why the ball wasn’t going as far as it could

Or how it could go even higher

Or how I could improve the direction of it

My swing after the first lesson and a couple of practice sessions I did in between

Was a collection of pre learnt movement patterns

That weren’t a golf swing

Some from weightlifting

Some from other sports and activities

My body moves well

Yet

It’s never really done a proper golf swing before

So it did what it could

With the information it had from the actions that seemed similar to this one

And it put it all together in a mashed up way to get my desired result

To swing the freaking club and to hit the ball

Easy right?

Yet!

With the patience and presence I was willing to invest in what I was doing

With the advice of the dude that’s a pro at this game

With a few tweaks

By the end of the lesson

I was hitting the ball way further and straighter

Yet the freaking bit in the middle

Making the adjustment

Implementing changes

Hitting (or attempting to ????) the ball differently

Boy did I at points want to smash the club on the floor and launch the balls at my teacher

Yet I laughed and smiled instead

Saying to my coach Rob

How much golf is like life

How when you’re aware of what you don’t want anymore (certain bits of my swing)

You get the awareness (you know what you want to change)

You then take responsibility for it (take on board my coach’s advice in this instance)

And then you get to move to step 3 – implement the freaking action!

The different and modified action

You get to do something different to get a different result yeah?

And for me today it was breaking down my swing into pieces

And putting it back together

The thing is – this shit applies to EVERYTHING in life

When you want to change your business, your body, your relationship

When you want to change how you look at things

You break the way you went about it into pieces

And you put the freaking thing back together again

Just in the order that you more prefer in this moment

Sometimes you’ll breeze through it

And sometimes

You’d want to throw the toys out the pram and give in before you even started

It’ll feel hard

It’ll seem pointless

You had an ok-ish result before after all right?

So why change things…

The question here is

What do you prefer?

What do you choose?

And what do you want to commit yourself to?

A shitty swing that gets the ball up in the air ok yet only to a very limited distance

Which will of course massively affect the long game

(I’d not be able to get on the course a play a game with a swing like that, it’d take me days to walk the whole course lol, and that’s if I haven’t lost my ball several times in the meantime!)

Or practice, commitment and dedication

To an outcome that you DO prefer

That lets you play a good game

That gives you an even greater, more epic and more fulfilling result

And feel freaking awesome as a result of that as a bonus?!

M x

❤

Hold my hand

Follow me into the abyss

Let me show you

What you don’t see

What you don’t want to see in me

As you’d rather

Think it’s just all oh so easy

To live my life

To run the business that I do

To be so fucking awesome

Constantly on point

Constantly on it…

.

Are you with me?

Here…

Here’s my hand

Grab it

Just take hold and follow

.

See my weary eyes

Glazed over

Body feeling weak

Barely able to stay upright

Heart rate low

Almost too slow

Mind refusing to work

Forgetting what I said

Forgetting what I walked in the room for

Thinking I’ve don’t something while clearly I haven’t

Every now and then

A tear rolling down my cheek

That sometimes (actually quite often)

Turns into a raging waterfall of emotion

Sometimes even a fleeting thought:

What’s the fucking point?

Just what is the point really…?

.

I know what you’re thinking!

This shit does not happen to her

How can it?

She’s way past that

Or maybe even

She’s different to me

She’s some sort of special

She doesn’t experience life this way

Doesn’t she speak about living Unlimited like a broken ducking record?

.

See I know what you’re thinking…

I know because I ask!

I ask at our events

I ask my personal clients

I ask ‘our people’ so I can keep this straight

As transparency and vulnerability are some of my most important values

And if I don’t live by that shit

Who am I really?

A lying scum bag that wants you to believe in her bullshit…

Nope…

It’s a no from me on this audition!

.

See, I asked so many times on so many different occasions

What people think my life looks like behind the scenes

Behind what you see on social media

I speak about the dark and the light side often

Yet you as my spectator

A spectator of the Cliff and Marta Show

Often selectively pick and choose what to see

After all

You are the one holding the remote control of your perception

.

Your perception often goes like this:

She lives the island life filled with sun and adventure

Running the business of her dreams that is always thriving

Amazing relationship

Squeaky clean bank account with always a surplus of money available

Joy, love and fulfilment

Bursting out at the seams

Life just so fucking perfect that it makes you feel sick

Maybe even hate me a little sometimes

.

I get that!

I’ve done that too in the past

Glorified and put on the pedestal those that inspired me to step up

To step up my own game of life

And you know what?

The whole stepping up thing just could not happen

As I separated myself from the inspirational ones

I felt lesser, smaller, less worthy

How could I possibly have ever stepped into their shoes

If I was feeling so different

So from a different league…?

Impossible!

.

And then at some point

I cant quite remember what happened?

Oh I think it was actually

Reading Maxwell Maltz and his Psychocybernetics

Where he gives you a task to live inside your idol’s life for a month

To literally stalk them

Find out as much as you can about them

If you can – speak to them

Ask questions

Be curious

As freaky and creepy as it sounds I did that

And I still do sometimes

When I feel deeply inspired

To only once again find out

That the person in question

Is no different to me

No different to you

Not some god like mythical creature

Just another dude or dudette

That at some point decided that societal bullshit is not for them

And stepped their game up

And you know what?

The only difference between you and your idol

Is that

Regardless of their inner or outer landscape (and of course one always being just a reflection of the other)

They just keep going

And I just keep going

I don’t have plan B

I don’t have a spongy soft cushion to fall back on

And even if

I feel so weary

So tired and run down

Like I do today

I pick my shit up

I get the fuck up and keep going

Even if that means allowing myself to feel shit first

I’ll never push past my soul’s whisper

I’ll never push past my body’s warning

It’s nearly 2pm here in Cyprus and I’ve done nothing other than sat in the sun to warm myself up

Slumped over with a cup of green tea

And laughing at the state of me when Cliff brought our pup back from the groomer

And only through this allowance of space

Of feeling just a little sorry for myself today

This mammoth of a post came through as I believe there’s someone out there waiting to read it

.

Remember

That if you are indeed a spectator of my life

Of the Cliff and Marta Show as it unravels before you

That there’s no perfection in life

Or in fact everything is perfect just as it is

Whichever you see it

The job is never done

The ups and downs

The constant flow of emotions

Will never stop

Not until you stop breathing

We always and in all ways continue going to school

The school of our life

The lesson is never over

And I’ll leave you with that for today

There is one thing you can do about it

You can choose

(Of course she fucking said that – a CHOICE! Oh what a timely reminder)

YES

You can choose!

I said this before

And

I’ll repeat myself like a broken record

YOU are the one holding the remote control of your perception

And YOU CAN CHOOSE

Whether you go through life

Attending the socially conditioned lectures

Or whether you

Pull yourself out of it

And homeschool yourself

Choosing what and who it is that you want to learn from

This stuff is so powerful so

Cliff and I actually decided

To rename our signature program

And call it The University of Life – that teaches you all the things you wish you learnt at school

And hand on heart

All this stuff

Allows me to live my life the way I do at the moment

Home schooling myself

Was the key to my ability

To experience the highest highs

And the lowest lows

Without quitting

Without throwing the towel in

And walking out of this class room

We’ll be talking a lot more about it

And inviting you to apply for our next intake

So keep your eyes peeled

Wouldn’t it be so freaking cool to have us as your Life Studies tutors?

Yours truly (today, vulnerable as fuck and also flat as a pancake)

The Dean and The Chancellor Wilde ????

(Because even the greatest teachers have their flat moments and that’s where their strength comes from)

❤️ x

IF YOU THINK YOU SUCK AT LIFE – GOOD NEWS!

It’s just a learnt behaviour of your un trained mind

Everything is learnt

Practiced

With or without knowing

The school of life often happens in the background

You’ve no idea what it is that you’re doing your revision on

And then the exams…

Well…

If you think you’ve failed at love

That’s your exam passed!

If you think you’re shit with money…

That’s your exam passed with distinction

If you think your whole life is a bit (or a lot in fact) of a mess

There you have it – your degree with honours

Every outcome we have in life

Is a result and a confirmation of a story that somewhere deep down we believe is true

Let me give you an example

A client of ours recently had an epic realisation

She’s always struggled with being independent

Couldn’t comprehend confidently making her own decisions

Growing her business and making more money was a challenge

And you know what?

Then it became obvious

She is called:

Wait for it….

‘THE BABY OF HER FAMILY!’

Think about it:

Does a baby know how to look after itself?

Does a baby know how to be a successful business owner?

Does a baby behave with certainty and takes every step with confidence?

Can you see what’s unraveling here?

If up until recently

Being a baby of the family therefore connecting and getting love from them this way

Was deeply ingrained in her subconscious

And meant that’s how she connected to her family

She’d never, EVER allow herself to be self sufficient and independent

As that child within her

Would be crippled with fear

Than when she grows up, she won’t need her family any longer

And that the family will reject her

Because their description of her would no longer fit

Can you see that?

And every time she’d attempt to become independent

To grow her business

To take ‘grown up’ steps and make ‘adult’ decisions

She’d sabotage the fuck out of herself

Not knowing why

And constantly feeling defeated

And often even like a failure

And that behaviour was learnt

Through the messy and disorganised school of life

That we all go through

The untrained mind made associations

And solid connections

That she can never live the life she desires

As it won’t fit the imprinted image she created of herself

And what it meant to her

—> the baby of the family <—

YET!

Now that she knows

And is aware of that story

She CAN and WILL do something about it

See…

It’s the whole A.R.A. thing that Cliff and I talk about all the time

She’s gained AWARENESS

And taken RESPONSIBILITY for it

And now it is time for different ACTION

It’s like after all the messy school years, and maybe even a degree that you never wanted

Now going through a new University of Life

And retraining in a Conscious Creator profession that you know allows you to have the results in life that you actually desire

It’s about discovering the stories first

Then realising that you had part in creating them also

They didn’t just happen to you

Yet you simply didn’t know any different

And now that YOU DO KNOW

You have a choice

To re-learn in a new and empowering way

Whatever it is that you’ve always wanted

To change your game of life

From struggle and fear to inner peace and self confidence

To get the hat and the scroll

And to graduate in your new life with honours

Just think about it

Wouldn’t it be amazing…?

M x

And by the way

The same client

2 months ago struggled with committing to an investment agreement on a program she knew was going to assist her and her business massively

As she didn’t know where her finances were

If she was going to be able to maintain her commitment

And you know what?

She reached out last week asking if she can pay up all her remaining instalments as she’s now in a position to…

See – this is only one possible outcome of what happens when you take responsibility and commit to different action

This WHOLE week I’m going to be speaking openly and honestly about how me and some of our clients went from the honour role of ‘sucking’ at life to mine and theirs now – Unlimited Life.

You know the whole thing I started last week with speaking to you about my vulnerability and home schooling my mind out of suffering, frustration and disappointment with myself.

It’s going to be transparent, there will be uncomfortable truths for some of you but if you pay attention and take action, it can change your life.

If you want to read all this awesome stuff this week and be tagged in my posts to make sure you can see them then give this post a like and comment below ????????

Have you ever wondered if your life can be different?

And I don’t mean in the woo woo, elusive and mystical sense!

Of course, that’s always a part of it.

Yet seriously, the day to day things that you do that piss you off yet you don’t know how to change…

Those ones that actually add up to the totality of your life

How fucked up and pointless it sometimes seem

Or how fulfilling and full of the epic stuff called joy it is

For ages I got trapped in a perception that when I do this or that course or follow this or that mentor, my life will be sorted.

I’ll be done and able to just get on and carry on with my life as if I was some re-born magical creature than never experiences any hardship

Pffft…..

Fuck me

Now thinking back, that sounds like a tremendously painful expectation

And it was!

But more on that another time

What my life is like now is far from what it used to be

Yet still

You barely get the real picture through the glowing screen of your phone of your iPad

And not because I don’t share what goes on

You know best that I do!

Yet the perceptions in your mind often go something like this just to prove to yourself that you can’t live your life the way you would love to:

You see my life now and often feel like you’ve got miles to travel until you can just about to touch my lifestyle

You feel like I am this super cool freaking chick that just creates effortlessly

Pursues her passions

And floats through life on a magical unicorn

And yeah

Most of the time I see myself like that too ???? ????????‍♀️ ????

YET!

Let’s pause for a second and rewind just a few years

About 10-15 I’d say roughly

If you saw and knew me back then

And had a peek under the surface

(I still had that epic smile of mine plastered all over my face most of the time in public, yet back then, there was helluva lot of pain hidden behind it – I literally got that gut wrenching feeling writing this now as you’re about to find out who Marta 1.0 used to be before all those upgrades took me to my magical unicorn farting glitter world that I now live in…)

Rewind back to the 20something old me…

An often moody bitch, playing the victim most of the time.

Calling out the whole fucking world and telling it how it’s just so unfair and how it hurts me and ruins my life

I was angry as fuck!

Seriously!

I used to throw shit at the wall when I lost my shit as I just could not figure out another outlet for all this mumbled up energy

And I had no freaking idea that you can actually transmute it and use it to your advantage ????

The thing you’d most often hear me say was: ‘I am so freaking broke again, I just can not afford it’

I used to connect to people through pain and frustration and everyone around me would speak a similar story

I’d have a glimpse every now and then that life can be different

Through this or that conversation with an epic friend or another tremendous human that was sent my way by the heavens to keep poking and prodding me into submission

Into the ever elusive world of responsibility

Where you know that you can do whatever the fuck you want

And that everything is just a choice away from you in each and every moment

Yet most of the time that’s where it would end

A conversation, quickly forgotten and put aside as I had to get on with my victimised life of frustration

And as a result guess what happened?

I never really did what I wanted to do, couldn’t hold up any hobby or passion

I’d procrastinate the fuck out of my time

Miss out on amazing adventures and experiences

As I was scared of joy and fulfilment

I’d always find a reason or an excuse to not go and do something that deep down I knew I really wanted

I never had any money

Frustration, fear, dread and depression used to fill up my life

In between glimpses of truth, yet more often escapism

To raving all night, dropping pills and drinking myself into oblivion

Does any of it resonate with you?

Can you see a reflection of you in me from back then in your now life you are living?

How do you feel the stuff you insist on repeating day to day (as you just don’t know how to get out of it) is hold you back in life?

Who does it stop you from being?

What does it stop you from doing?

What does it stop you from having?

I know it may feel just a bit icky to get real with yourself and to share publicly.

But maybe just maybe… now’s the time to get just a bit vulnerable?!

It’s powerful!

I promise

Can you make a promise to yourself today that just by sharing your shit, you allow yourself to open up to the change that you’re so desperately wanting?

If you can – share away, I’d love to see

What you feel stops you from being the bestest version of yourself that you just know you can be

And if you can’t – do it for yourself in privacy and silence

Pull out your journal

Write down all the frustrating stuff that you keep doing

It’ll show you A LOT of what you may not have been seeing!

Oh and if you missed my post on how sucking at life is actually good news that I wrote yesterday – read it ????????

It’s awesome!

More on what I actually did to change shit – TOMORROW!

So stay tuned epic people!

Yours truly is on a roll clearly

Over and out

And see you later

M x

❤️

I know you have stories

I know as I do too…

We all have them!

The question is

How long

Just how long will you

Allow them to run your life

Where you

‘Just have to feel into it a bit more’

‘You haven’t quite understood it yet’

‘There’s still more to unravel’

‘There’s just so, so much of deep work still to do’

FFS…

Just shut up that little pretend conscious mind of yours

And see through it

Without action

Nothing will ever change in this 3D world that we live in

FACT!

End of story

And fucking right it’s important to feel your shit

Feeling is everything

It’s important to understand your patterns and stories

And

It’s equally as important to do the deep work and to unravel

Yet

What’s the point of unraveling and digging

If there’s no action

No substance to follow

Ever

And you sit on your glorified enlightened high chair

Suffering

Dying inside for something different

For something to change

Because you’ve done all the work

All the thinking

And more thinking

With a sprinkle of thinking on top of that…

I want to share this picture with you

And this is a real life story

I know two people

Doing THE work

Relentlessly

The inner work you know?

All the deep stuff that I mentioned

They both meditate daily

They both journal daily

They both visualise and write about it

They both do their morning study

They both do deep processing of their shit

They do energy work

They do all sorts of healing

All the woo woo stuff and what not

You get the picture

YET!

The results that they have in life

Are VASTLY different

You’d almost think it’s impossible…

Yet it unravels

Right before my eyes as I watch them

Walk the path of their lives

With one being staggeringly successful

Living the dream you may say

Financial wealth

A successful business

Good health

Great body

The lot

The things we all supposedly want in our life right?

And then the other…

Constantly seems stuck

In a cage of what feels like endless failure at their supposed dreams

And forever confusion

Facing wall after wall seemingly appearing out of nowhere

Health issues

Financial crisis on constant repeat

Loneliness

Frustration

And a deep down “why me”mentality

And you know what?

Initially

I was just as freaking confused as you are right no

I kept asking myself

How can this be?

Just how can it?

It was so freaking baffling

So bizarre and confusing

Two people

Wanting the same things

Doing the same things to get them

And one succeeding tremendously, creating effortlessly whatever the fuck it is they desire

While the other in constant existential pain and living full of disappointment

Physical and emotional pain wanting to burst out the seams

And when I looked closer

Lifted the lid just a little

I saw one big fuck off difference

Between those seemingly same, yet so very different humans

Seemingly just as committed

Seemingly just as on top of their inner game as each other

Errrrm….

You know what the one difference was?

2 steps out of 3 were hugely missing

From the day to day life of person 2 in the picture

They both had awareness

They both knew what they wanted (at least that’s what it looked like on the surface)

Yet when it came to responsibility

And freaking action taking

Person 1 is on fire ????

Day in day out

Relentlessly

Regarding how high up they fly

Or how ridiculously low they are feeling

They are committed to their outcome regardless

And focused on their true soul calling

While person 2

Talks a good game

While what hides behind it

Is constant blame game

And lack of responsibility

For their life circumstances

For the actions that they are or are not
taking

Can you see how and why their results are so vastly different?

To get what you want

Your

THOUGHTS

WORDS

&

ACTIONS

Have to align with your feelings

Otherwise

You’ll face plant the floor of your life

Time and time

&

Over and over again

So today I urge you

To check in with yourself

Who are you more like?

Person 1

or

Person 2

From my little story?

Watching these two humans over the last few years

Walk their life path

And see it unravel

Taught me A LOT

And helped me

To understand myself and my life even more

And to align my fucking THOUGHTS, WORDS & ACTIONS

And also bring in my FEELINGS!

To course correct my path

To follow my North Star

And to navigate my life towards all I desire

As I used to be at times just like person 2

And wondering why the fuck nothing worked

No approach

No mirror work

No affirmations

No visualising

No coaching nor mentoring

I didn’t WORK IT!!!

RESPONSIBILITY

AND

ACTION

Were missing!

So my question is

If you see some (or ALL) of person 2 in you and your life…

What are you going to do about it?

NOW!

TODAY!

And not some time

Not next week or tomorrow

Not after Christmas

Or in the New Year

The only time you have is NOW

And if that’s still not enough

I really don’t know what else to tell you…

M x

❤️