Are you willing to see the light through your darkest hour?

 

Do you have the courage to open yourself up to your thoughts?

Do you have the courage to open yourself up to your feelings?

Do you have the courage to open yourself up to your emotions?

All of it…

And I mean EVERYTHING!

Doesn’t it look overwhelming just looking at it all?

Let alone open yourself up to it…

Haven’t you been just so protective of

Your space

Your energy

Your thoughts, feelings, emotions…

And what if?

Just what if…

You were to let it rip

And wash over you

Swallow you whole

Chew and spit you out

Your thoughts

Your feelings

Your emotions

Would you dare to let your guard down

To see what the other side holds for you

Would you jump in

Head first

Just because you KNOW

It is ALL there to guide you

ALWAYS

and

In

ALL WAYS

The most challenging thoughts

The most crushing emotions

The most overwhelming feelings

Are ALL there to assist you

In their totality

Always guiding you

To gently course correct

Back to your true north

Back to your personal zenith

Moment to moment

To be vulnerable

To be transparent

To be radically honest

And not just with the world around you

BUT

First and foremost

With YOU

And YOURSELF only!

As this is the start point of everything for you!

Mental torment when not embraced and harnessed fully

Is fucking horrid

An imaginary world of

PANIC

PAIN

and

FEAR

That’s purely just there

To give feedback

Contrast of sort that’s just necessary

To know what you do and don’t want moving forward

It invites you to

NOT self depreciate through judgement

To be discerning vs judgmental

Yet…

In the moment of trigger

In the moment of challenge

None of the conscious shit matters

As you’re so immersed in the experience of it

You know everything you get to do to get yourself out of it

Yet you’re doing precisely nothing

Zero

Nada

Not a thing

You judge yourself and your creation

You judge your life, your body, your work

You judge your sexuality, your needs, your desires desires

You judge the life you created

You judge your environment

It feels like you just can’t stop the cycle

Anything and everything

Feels just too much

Just too overwhelming

Including your thoughts, your emotions, your feelings

You stop doing everything you love

You stop speaking

You stop sharing

And not just with others

But also yourself

And when you do that

You begin to shut yourself off completely

And marinate in your own toxic venom

Allowing for it to stew your insides

And you know what

Sometimes you just get to allow yourself to just sit in that poisonous soup of lies

As none of it is ever true!

Feels heavy as fuck

And all heavy shit is plain, simple lies

That your mind decided to tell itself as imaginary truth years back

Way before you can even remember

And through that sitting in, stewing and splashing about in your own muddy shitstorm

With no expectation

And without any judgment

You open yourself up to the opportunity to witness

Your own greatest shifts

Your own greatest breakthroughs

When you somewhere and somehow in the background remember

That confusion is always the state before clarity

As when you choose and declare yourself as a creator

That takes full responsibility for their actions

You get to remember that growth comes in all different ways, all sorts of shapes and forms

Some you can’t even imagine

You can’t even think of

Including the toxic soup of your own venom

As only through experiencing everything fully

You can heal your shit and move forward

Holding your head up high

Knowing yourself

Knowing your power

Knowing your place and your gift in this world

Sharing it unapologetically

As YOU, the true YOU, the real YOU!

Just as you are!

Because you know you are all things and all things are in you

And deep down you know your truth from your bullshit

The more you resist it

The more it persists

So for fuck’s sake

Let it flow freely!

The light will shine through instantly!

There simply is NO OTHER WAY!

The shifts and the change have happened in that instant

It’s not change that takes time

But getting to that moment

The moment of readiness

To let it flow freely

And it is time for you to LET GO

And crack that shell open

Open to your thoughts

To your emotions and feelings

Fully

Radically

Honestly

Once and for all

Let it all out

And let it all in

As the simple truth is

That every single one of us experiences darkness

There can be no light known without it!

The difference between us conscious creators and 99% of the humans out there

Is that we just don’t give up

Don’t throw in the towel

We eventually stop

Pay attention and listen

And learn whatever the gift was in the shit we experienced

As our most valuable gifts often come wrapped up in a stinky, shit stained bog roll wrapper

Not in a pretty sparkly gift paper with a glittery bow on it

And I know most of you expect it to turn up on your doorstep just like that!

How do I know?

Because I’ve been there and done that!

And I honour each and every single one of you

That chooses vulnerability

That chooses radical transparency

That shares their shit and the lessons you’ve learnt

As inspiration

Not playing the victim game

Pointing your fingers when you know three are pointing right back at you

You share to show others that life as a human CAN in fact be different

Can be what you desire for it to be

Not what others told you it should be

I dare you

To open up!

Open up to your thoughts, to your emotions and to your feelings!

Give them a voice

Let them come out

Sit back, watch and observe

As you breathe easier

Your body feels lighter

And the world transforms in front of your eyes

As it begins to reflect the TRUE YOU back at you

And not the bullshit

Not the lies

And not the stories

Not that poisonous sloppy sludge you thought your reality once was

Enough is enough

It’s time to BE YOU

To get to know YOU

To show and express the TRUE YOU

To yourself

And then to the world around you

You’re waiting

They’re waiting

So be it

And so it is…

M x

❤️