Are you willing to see the light through your darkest hour?
Do you have the courage to open yourself up to your thoughts?
Do you have the courage to open yourself up to your feelings?
Do you have the courage to open yourself up to your emotions?
All of it…
And I mean EVERYTHING!
Doesn’t it look overwhelming just looking at it all?
Let alone open yourself up to it…
Haven’t you been just so protective of
Your space
Your energy
Your thoughts, feelings, emotions…
And what if?
Just what if…
You were to let it rip
And wash over you
Swallow you whole
Chew and spit you out
Your thoughts
Your feelings
Your emotions
Would you dare to let your guard down
To see what the other side holds for you
Would you jump in
Head first
Just because you KNOW
It is ALL there to guide you
ALWAYS
and
In
ALL WAYS
The most challenging thoughts
The most crushing emotions
The most overwhelming feelings
Are ALL there to assist you
In their totality
Always guiding you
To gently course correct
Back to your true north
Back to your personal zenith
Moment to moment
To be vulnerable
To be transparent
To be radically honest
And not just with the world around you
BUT
First and foremost
With YOU
And YOURSELF only!
As this is the start point of everything for you!
Mental torment when not embraced and harnessed fully
Is fucking horrid
An imaginary world of
PANIC
PAIN
and
FEAR
That’s purely just there
To give feedback
Contrast of sort that’s just necessary
To know what you do and don’t want moving forward
It invites you to
NOT self depreciate through judgement
To be discerning vs judgmental
Yet…
In the moment of trigger
In the moment of challenge
None of the conscious shit matters
As you’re so immersed in the experience of it
You know everything you get to do to get yourself out of it
Yet you’re doing precisely nothing
Zero
Nada
Not a thing
You judge yourself and your creation
You judge your life, your body, your work
You judge your sexuality, your needs, your desires desires
You judge the life you created
You judge your environment
It feels like you just can’t stop the cycle
Anything and everything
Feels just too much
Just too overwhelming
Including your thoughts, your emotions, your feelings
You stop doing everything you love
You stop speaking
You stop sharing
And not just with others
But also yourself
And when you do that
You begin to shut yourself off completely
And marinate in your own toxic venom
Allowing for it to stew your insides
And you know what
Sometimes you just get to allow yourself to just sit in that poisonous soup of lies
As none of it is ever true!
Feels heavy as fuck
And all heavy shit is plain, simple lies
That your mind decided to tell itself as imaginary truth years back
Way before you can even remember
And through that sitting in, stewing and splashing about in your own muddy shitstorm
With no expectation
And without any judgment
You open yourself up to the opportunity to witness
Your own greatest shifts
Your own greatest breakthroughs
When you somewhere and somehow in the background remember
That confusion is always the state before clarity
As when you choose and declare yourself as a creator
That takes full responsibility for their actions
You get to remember that growth comes in all different ways, all sorts of shapes and forms
Some you can’t even imagine
You can’t even think of
Including the toxic soup of your own venom
As only through experiencing everything fully
You can heal your shit and move forward
Holding your head up high
Knowing yourself
Knowing your power
Knowing your place and your gift in this world
Sharing it unapologetically
As YOU, the true YOU, the real YOU!
Just as you are!
Because you know you are all things and all things are in you
And deep down you know your truth from your bullshit
The more you resist it
The more it persists
So for fuck’s sake
Let it flow freely!
The light will shine through instantly!
There simply is NO OTHER WAY!
The shifts and the change have happened in that instant
It’s not change that takes time
But getting to that moment
The moment of readiness
To let it flow freely
And it is time for you to LET GO
And crack that shell open
Open to your thoughts
To your emotions and feelings
Fully
Radically
Honestly
Once and for all
Let it all out
And let it all in
As the simple truth is
That every single one of us experiences darkness
There can be no light known without it!
The difference between us conscious creators and 99% of the humans out there
Is that we just don’t give up
Don’t throw in the towel
We eventually stop
Pay attention and listen
And learn whatever the gift was in the shit we experienced
As our most valuable gifts often come wrapped up in a stinky, shit stained bog roll wrapper
Not in a pretty sparkly gift paper with a glittery bow on it
And I know most of you expect it to turn up on your doorstep just like that!
How do I know?
Because I’ve been there and done that!
And I honour each and every single one of you
That chooses vulnerability
That chooses radical transparency
That shares their shit and the lessons you’ve learnt
As inspiration
Not playing the victim game
Pointing your fingers when you know three are pointing right back at you
You share to show others that life as a human CAN in fact be different
Can be what you desire for it to be
Not what others told you it should be
I dare you
To open up!
Open up to your thoughts, to your emotions and to your feelings!
Give them a voice
Let them come out
Sit back, watch and observe
As you breathe easier
Your body feels lighter
And the world transforms in front of your eyes
As it begins to reflect the TRUE YOU back at you
And not the bullshit
Not the lies
And not the stories
Not that poisonous sloppy sludge you thought your reality once was
Enough is enough
It’s time to BE YOU
To get to know YOU
To show and express the TRUE YOU
To yourself
And then to the world around you
You’re waiting
They’re waiting
So be it
And so it is…
M x
❤️
