A word or two on your insides
You must talk more about this
You’re so passionate…
Cliff’s words have been rolling around in my head for a few days now
And yeah, he’s right
I am passionate about it yet…
Sometimes I just feel that people won’t listen
Won’t pay attention
It’ll go right over their head
You can’t even imagine the number of people we tested and found serious infections, dangerous bacteria, nasty parasites
And they did what about it?
Precisely FUCK ALL!
My dad died because of a systemic (it took over his body) fungal infection that he just wasn’t ready to receive our help for
And that’s one of the scenarios for most people ignoring their test results
Oh and the price to be paid while treating it
On all levels
Financially, emotionally, time, effort… the lot!
My question is though
How long are you willing to ignore what’s going on?
And the reason I am sharing all this again today is that
You’ve heard my frustrations and the challenges I’ve been facing over the last several months
You know how fucking hard it has been on occasion
And yes, as much as it is the external circumstances that are teaching me LOADS
It is (ALWAYS) very much the internal landscape that has to have your attention tuned into it
And not just the challenges emotionally, business wise, in our relationship
Something as fucking simple as losing a few extra kgs I’ve been carting around with me over the last few years
Yes I have changed the way I train (A LOT!)
Yet my diet changed (A LOT!) and I no longer eat chicken, broccoli and rice (DOH!)
YET!
When nothing you do (and hand on heart commit to with no bullshit) works
Including a 16 week body comp plan last year on which Cliff commented he hasn’t seen me so committed ever before
I not only gained weight, but ended up pre-diabetic towards the end of it
To then have my ‘coach’ tell me that I’m probably just going to be like that because of my age (WTAF????)
When you get to that point
Most of you would probably consider themselves a failure at life
All aspects of it
YET!
I KNEW
I JUST KNEW
Because of how in tune I am with my body
How much I know about human physiology
That when it got to March this year
And several breakdowns, suicidal thoughts, panic attacks returning, business plummeting, my relationship falling apart (in my mind!) I insisted on getting tested again
(You know we do that regularly anyway)
Yet Cliff kept saying he can’t see how I could have any issues like that again (well… I insisted)
And BANG, there it was…
A parasite, and a couple of imbalanced bacterias…
More than enough to send your life into turmoil
And don’t just take me and my experience as gospel
We had in the past when we were much more health focused in our coaching, and recently yet again during our health mastery
Several clients that just feel broken
They’ve done it all
Mindset work, business and life coaching
You name it
Yet they still feel trapped, stuck and helpless
And they keep thinking it’s them that are wrong
That they just can’t do it…
Well..
Let me tell you!
Your mindset, your limiting beliefs and your family stories
Are all just a part of the greater picture!
What’s going on deep inside of your body
Plays a huge role
And you can do whatever the fuck you want on the outside
But until and unless you look deeper in
And not just spiritually but physiologically
You may leave yourself hanging
When there’s infections and other shit like that going on in your body
Losing weight, being focused, creating wealth or having a loving relationship is the last of your body’s concerns
Why would it want to do that
If it lives in a constant state of emergency?
You know all the scary big words that doctors throw at us
Well… those diseases, conditions that supposedly kill us
DO NOT just come out of a fucking blue do they really?
Very often hidden infections, parasites, bacteria that are out of whack, contribute to those showing up later in life
And most people won’t know it…
Conventional tests are still far behind and can’t find it
Geniuses that know what they’re doing and dedicate their life to alternative (that were once the very conventional) methods are far and between and often hard to be found
And even though Cliff and I use some of the world’s best testing methods
That we find things that other tests won’t find
That still sometimes isn’t going to cut it
Firstly fierce dedication to the healing process is on order
Parasites go through several life cycles
Several forms evolve, morph and reside in your body
(This stuff is feeding off of you every moment)
So if someone’s telling you 3 months and you’re done with your healing
Please run…
It sometimes takes as much as 18months (if not longer) to say you’ve been cleared of infection
And also
As if that wasn’t enough
Just recently, being tested by our mentor
We found that there’s not just one parasite but two
Feasting away on my body
And one of them resides cosily in my lungs, and not my digestive system
So if someone tells you to have a colonic or two to get rid of a parasite
They’ve no idea what they’re talking about
So please
RUN EVEN FASTER!
As how do you think pumping water up your ass will get rid of that?
Forget about it…
I am feeling the fierce passion come through me as I type this
To some of you it may come across as anger
And that’s ok
As I am sometimes pissed off with this world’s ignorance
Yet more often than not
Is just pure, blissful lack of awareness
And that’s why my life is on show and one public display in its entirety
Because I can’t not share this with you
Because I KNOW that some of you wont turn a bling eye
And will start looking deeper
As if the inspiration comes through
It gets to come out
As some of you are out there and waiting
And I type this as some of the hardest moments of going through a clearance protocol hit me
Where you’ve no fucking idea what you’re on about as your mind is just frazzled
Where your entire body aches and you can barely move
Yet, it’s not my circumstance that dictates my outcome
I still worked out earlier this morning
I am still going out for dinner with Cliff in a little while
As it feels good to move and be active
To share precious moments
YET!
There were moments this week where I just had to pause
To stop and do nothing
To sleep several hours during the day just because that was what my body needed and wanted
As I still remember when a few years back I found out there was a parasite feasting in me
It took about 9months to clear that one
And fuck me the clearing symptoms were some of the worst I have ever experienced
Yet the clarity that washed over me after
OMG! Words can’t describe it
And if you’re wondering how do you know that you have an infection like that?
It doesn’t always take a digestive upset
Sometimes it shows more in your head
In your emotions
Your energy
And others
It will be somewhere else in the body
It could be undiagnosed seemingly silent symptoms
It takes tuning deep into yourself
And someone who can guide you through the process
And decent testing (and no, sadly your GP won’t have it at hand so don’t bother)
And then there’s a whole thing
Of how much parasites teach us
And shape our awareness (if we allow them to)
But that a whole different story
M x
❤
