A word or two on your insides

You must talk more about this

You’re so passionate…

Cliff’s words have been rolling around in my head for a few days now

And yeah, he’s right

I am passionate about it yet…

Sometimes I just feel that people won’t listen

Won’t pay attention

It’ll go right over their head

You can’t even imagine the number of people we tested and found serious infections, dangerous bacteria, nasty parasites

And they did what about it?

Precisely FUCK ALL!

My dad died because of a systemic (it took over his body) fungal infection that he just wasn’t ready to receive our help for

And that’s one of the scenarios for most people ignoring their test results

Oh and the price to be paid while treating it

On all levels

Financially, emotionally, time, effort… the lot!

My question is though

How long are you willing to ignore what’s going on?

And the reason I am sharing all this again today is that

You’ve heard my frustrations and the challenges I’ve been facing over the last several months

You know how fucking hard it has been on occasion

And yes, as much as it is the external circumstances that are teaching me LOADS

It is (ALWAYS) very much the internal landscape that has to have your attention tuned into it

And not just the challenges emotionally, business wise, in our relationship

Something as fucking simple as losing a few extra kgs I’ve been carting around with me over the last few years

Yes I have changed the way I train (A LOT!)

Yet my diet changed (A LOT!) and I no longer eat chicken, broccoli and rice (DOH!)

YET!

When nothing you do (and hand on heart commit to with no bullshit) works

Including a 16 week body comp plan last year on which Cliff commented he hasn’t seen me so committed ever before

I not only gained weight, but ended up pre-diabetic towards the end of it

To then have my ‘coach’ tell me that I’m probably just going to be like that because of my age (WTAF????)

When you get to that point

Most of you would probably consider themselves a failure at life

All aspects of it

YET!

I KNEW

I JUST KNEW

Because of how in tune I am with my body

How much I know about human physiology

That when it got to March this year

And several breakdowns, suicidal thoughts, panic attacks returning, business plummeting, my relationship falling apart (in my mind!) I insisted on getting tested again

(You know we do that regularly anyway)

Yet Cliff kept saying he can’t see how I could have any issues like that again (well… I insisted)

And BANG, there it was…

A parasite, and a couple of imbalanced bacterias…

More than enough to send your life into turmoil

And don’t just take me and my experience as gospel

We had in the past when we were much more health focused in our coaching, and recently yet again during our health mastery

Several clients that just feel broken

They’ve done it all

Mindset work, business and life coaching

You name it

Yet they still feel trapped, stuck and helpless

And they keep thinking it’s them that are wrong

That they just can’t do it…

Well..

Let me tell you!

Your mindset, your limiting beliefs and your family stories

Are all just a part of the greater picture!

What’s going on deep inside of your body

Plays a huge role

And you can do whatever the fuck you want on the outside

But until and unless you look deeper in

And not just spiritually but physiologically

You may leave yourself hanging

When there’s infections and other shit like that going on in your body

Losing weight, being focused, creating wealth or having a loving relationship is the last of your body’s concerns

Why would it want to do that

If it lives in a constant state of emergency?

You know all the scary big words that doctors throw at us

Well… those diseases, conditions that supposedly kill us

DO NOT just come out of a fucking blue do they really?

Very often hidden infections, parasites, bacteria that are out of whack, contribute to those showing up later in life

And most people won’t know it…

Conventional tests are still far behind and can’t find it

Geniuses that know what they’re doing and dedicate their life to alternative (that were once the very conventional) methods are far and between and often hard to be found

And even though Cliff and I use some of the world’s best testing methods

That we find things that other tests won’t find

That still sometimes isn’t going to cut it

Firstly fierce dedication to the healing process is on order

Parasites go through several life cycles

Several forms evolve, morph and reside in your body

(This stuff is feeding off of you every moment)

So if someone’s telling you 3 months and you’re done with your healing

Please run…

It sometimes takes as much as 18months (if not longer) to say you’ve been cleared of infection

And also

As if that wasn’t enough

Just recently, being tested by our mentor

We found that there’s not just one parasite but two

Feasting away on my body

And one of them resides cosily in my lungs, and not my digestive system

So if someone tells you to have a colonic or two to get rid of a parasite

They’ve no idea what they’re talking about

So please

RUN EVEN FASTER!

As how do you think pumping water up your ass will get rid of that?

Forget about it…

I am feeling the fierce passion come through me as I type this

To some of you it may come across as anger

And that’s ok

As I am sometimes pissed off with this world’s ignorance

Yet more often than not

Is just pure, blissful lack of awareness

And that’s why my life is on show and one public display in its entirety

Because I can’t not share this with you

Because I KNOW that some of you wont turn a bling eye

And will start looking deeper

As if the inspiration comes through

It gets to come out

As some of you are out there and waiting

And I type this as some of the hardest moments of going through a clearance protocol hit me

Where you’ve no fucking idea what you’re on about as your mind is just frazzled

Where your entire body aches and you can barely move

Yet, it’s not my circumstance that dictates my outcome

I still worked out earlier this morning

I am still going out for dinner with Cliff in a little while

As it feels good to move and be active

To share precious moments

YET!

There were moments this week where I just had to pause

To stop and do nothing

To sleep several hours during the day just because that was what my body needed and wanted

As I still remember when a few years back I found out there was a parasite feasting in me

It took about 9months to clear that one

And fuck me the clearing symptoms were some of the worst I have ever experienced

Yet the clarity that washed over me after

OMG! Words can’t describe it

And if you’re wondering how do you know that you have an infection like that?

It doesn’t always take a digestive upset

Sometimes it shows more in your head

In your emotions

Your energy

And others

It will be somewhere else in the body

It could be undiagnosed seemingly silent symptoms

It takes tuning deep into yourself

And someone who can guide you through the process

And decent testing (and no, sadly your GP won’t have it at hand so don’t bother)

And then there’s a whole thing

Of how much parasites teach us

And shape our awareness (if we allow them to)

But that a whole different story

M x

❤