ENVIRONMENT ENVIRONMENT ENVIRONMENT!!
(And why I swapped 20 degrees and sun for frost and snow – and did snow angels as my workout today – proof further down for you so read till the end ????)
I know I sound like a broken record
You’ve heard me say before
That if your environment isn’t in alignment with how you want to live and what you want to experience
It’ll pull you in to alignment with everything that you don’t want
As it’s a greater force collectively
Than just you as a single unit
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And that’s also why
Early Monday morning
I flew 3000km away from home
To be in the Polish mountains
To change my environment
To change my point of view
To create space to be here and write that
And to see and feel and think ALL the things
That I wasn’t able to in that moment being at home
And that doesn’t mean that my Cyprus home isn’t a great environment for me
It is!
It just wasn’t in that moment
With the in-laws visiting
Stuff going on constantly around me
I needed space
Quiet and tranquil
The whisper was strong
And I had to listen
This environment mis match
Is just temporary
And I acted on it swiftly
Yet imagine
If you have the whisper screaming at you
To change your environment
To do something about it
Yet you do nothing
You don’t act
You refuse to listen…
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Now PAY ATTENTION
As this is everything
Let me explain it so you fully get what I am saying
You as a single human unit carry a certain amount of energy with you, call it your force field if you like
Now the collective environment that you spend your time in
The people, the houses, the landscape, the nature, animals, plants, but also the less tangible, the weather, the thoughts everyone is thinking, the mentality they have, the external noise etc. etc.
All of that collectively adds up to your —> you guessed it
ENVIRONMENT!!!
Now…
I am not a physics whizz
Yet this is simple
Whatever the stronger force is
It’ll pull the other forces around it towards itself
Just like when I paint with watercolours
The paint with less water will always flow towards the one with more water
Makes sense?
If the colours match and blend well
It’s magical to look at
When they don’t match and don’t blend the way you want them to…
It’s a fucking shit storm!!
And it looks dog shit too…
So now, imagine yourself as a watercolour that goes on a brush that hasn’t got that much water in the bristles
And your environment is the paints that are already on paper
Some have more water in them, some less, maybe they’re already drying
When you as the paint on the brush hit the paper
You won’t just go anywhere
You WILL go towards the closest to you paint that has the most water in it
Simples
That’s physics…
It is no different in your life!
You and your life, your body, your energy, your thoughts, your mentality
All sit on a brush like a paint ready to be put on paper
And each and every environment you put yourself in
Will always be greater than you on your own —> aka will be the paint with more water towards which you will inevitably flow
Now
Imagine that the environment you’ve placed yourself in
Is a colour that you freaking hate
You know it doesn’t match with the colour you are
And the result of you two blending together is an artist’s disaster
You know the moment when a painter throws his brushes and palette on the floor
Picks up a knife and obliterates his canvas?
Wasn’t it Van Gogh who famously did that?
Isn’t it how he ended up with one ear?
Maybe not, I’m not sure if I remember his story correctly
Yet you get the point now right though?
Now listen carefully again for a moment!
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You absolutely CAN remain and stay within an environment that does not serve you
That does not blend with your colour
Yet the result will be…
Can you see it?
You’ll be freaking exhausted
As you’ll spend all your energy on guarding yourself
Protecting yourself from speaking to the people you don’t want to speak to
Looking at the things you don’t want to look at
Running from the mentality you know does not go with how you think and want to live your life
How many of you do that right now?
How many of you am I speaking to directly?
How many of you are now thinking… how the fuck does she know this is my life, that that’s what’s goes in my head, round and round like a hamster wheel ???? ???? ????
Well…
Been there
Done that
Got the badge
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Yet NO MORE is the answer for me…
As in moments and situations like that
There’s no space
No capacity to do anything else than to guard yourself
There’s no space for creativity
There’s no space for fun and laughter
There’s no space for ideas
There’s no space for anything else
Other than protection
It’s like an annoying fly flying around your face while all you want to do is to enjoy your meal…
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And I want you to know and remember
That it is you who chooses the colour you are, the colour you put on your brush
And it is also you who decides moment to moment
What colours you do or do not blend well with
And yes…
This can be the whole of your life all the time right now as you read this
Or it may be a temporary situation you deal with
Regardless
It is you who holds the brush and the palette ???????????? ????
And it is you who chooses where and how to put it on paper
And as scary as it may sometimes feel
To tear your paper apart
To slash your canvas with a sharp knife to pieces
What else do you have as an option?
To stay exhausted
To live frustrated to fuck
To see no way out and dead end signs every morning you wake up
And each night when your head hits the pillow
Sounds delightful doesn’t it?
And you know what I am going to say now to you right?
WE ARE HERE TO GUIDE YOU!
We’ve lived this way for far far too long
And we’ve moved away from it
Been there and done that
You see the life we live
You read this far because I know you’re inspired
And that’s why the University of Life has its door open for you!
There’s a whole freaking unit dedicated solely to helping you take charge of your environment
To choose the colours you blend with
And creating a perfect concoction ????
Your chance to find your true and perfectly blended colours is right here:
https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/5FQXQQC
It’s so freeing and liberating
When you take the plunge
And control of your colours
And I know you are ready to do it!
M x
❤️
My snow angel is in the comments btw ????